Saturday 24 April 2010

Vinho Tinto


Mais outra entrada sobre este magnifico néctar dos deuses
Não quero que se torne aborrecido e por isso serei breve
Pois tenho estado perdida, confusa já por demasiadas vezes
A ti, e só a ti te brindo, bebida com espírito e corpo leve

Ó vinho tinto, seja mui bem-vindo o teu torpor
Embora muitos invejem meus lábios que te beijam
Pois não lhes toca a sua euforia, o seu calor
Sentem-se em casa sós, sem valores, sem olhos que os vejam

Porém, não é de vosso assunto comentar ou falar
Ou despojar sobre nós palavras não inócuas e pejurativas
Pois vos ridículo, fazem-me rir, chorar e sobretudo contemplar

Como o vossa humilhação e ridicularização seriam imperativas
Sinto todas as sensações que queriam sentir, sinto em total harmonia estar
Como me sinto incólume de vossas bocas, incultas e tão cansativas...

E assim estou embriagada novamente, porém escrevo pois é a dádiva que me foi dada,
Vocês apenas ficam a invejar e a roer, pois ponham fim a essa vida malfadada!!

Muito obrigada, vinho tinto por me dares inspiração
Pois desejo que algumas pessoas se calem, do fundo do meu coração
Ide-vos foder, são os meus sinceros e honestos votos para vós
Querem calar-me? Nunca, pois ainda possuo voz!!

Meus caros leitores Boa Noite vos desejo,
Por favor, não levem a mal estas palavras desabafar
Pois são sinceras, e não passaram de que um simples despejo
De vinho tinto, que tanto me faz feliz, ambições e vontade de ser amada e amar.


Voltarei em breve com um pequeno conto de fadas da minha autoria, pois não necessito de imitar ninguém para ser original à minha maneira, espero que gostem, será intitulado "Castelo de Gelo".

Oyasumi




Monday 19 April 2010

Survey!

Gostei  imenso de ler este survey no blog da minha querida Ella, por isso resolvi "roubar-lhe" o questionário e também responde-lo! 

What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you’ve dated?
5 years...

Ever been in a car wreck?
No.

Are looks important?
Looks are important, but are not everything.

 Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more?
Yes.

By what age would you like to be married?
I think it's a dream every girl has... I dream a princess like wedding since I was a little child.

Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?
Only in some very particular situations, alongside with that person's social behaviour. *Sorry Ella, it's the exact same answer*

Have you ever made a mistake?
I think everyone does... Some will haunt us always.

Do you have any phobias?
I do.

What did you dream last night?
I have really strange dreams and I do not usually share.

Have you ever been in love?
Yes, many times, differently. We are always in love with something.

Do you ever think about the past?
No, I rather to think about the future.

What are you sitting on right now?
Office chair. xD

Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
I really don't know. Last year there were a lot of misfortunes but exciting things came aswell. This year will be full of exciting stuff and surprises, though I feel things are kinda... falling apart? I really don't know how to answer this question.

Do you think 2010 will top 2009?
I really hope it will. I will pray to the gods it will.

Is cheating ever okay?
Cheating is not okay, not even an option, but sometimes can happen. It depends on the kind of love and the kind of relationship you have.

Expecting something to change in the next month?
In Portuguese there is a saying that goes "A Esperança é a última a morrer" which stands for "Hope is the last one to die" (free translation), so, I do always hope it somethings will change for the better.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with an S?
Haha of course!!! (^_~)

Are you happy with your looks?
Only when I wear make up and a certain special someone does my hair, otherwise I am not.

Do you want kids?
I don't think so.

When you're angry, do you take it out on everyone else?
I usually don't, but I did it in the past, well, I guess everyone did it once in our lives, right?

What did the last text in your inbox say?
I don't know, I don't have my cellphone any place near.

When is your birthday?
August 18th.

Have you spoke to any of your exes today?
Yes.

Is there anybody that you wish you could fix things with?
No, not really.

Are you happy with life?
I try hard to be, to appreciate the good things life has to offer us, otherwise I would be always sad, right?

Could you cry right now?
What does it matter?

When was the last time you saw your father?
Like 6 hours ago.

Are all of your friends in relationships?
No.

Is there anyone out there who can make you cry very easily?
Yes.

When was the last time you told someone you love them?
Just now.

When was the last time someone told you they love you?
Few minutes ago.

What did you do today?
Slept, read a bit during the afternoon, went to dear Horácio with friends to drink some wine.

Do you have clothes that belong to other people?
Hm... I think I don't, because, if someone gives it to me it ceases to be other person belonging.

Do you wish your ex was dead?
Hell no! He's like my older brother now.

Would you rather pierce your tongue or lip?
Lip, though I already have one piercing, I would use some more xD Definatly not tongue, I guess I would never do it.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yes, I'm sorry.

Do you have an attitude?
Sometimes.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
I am in deeply in love like I never was before in my life.

Are you a cuddler?
I am.

What's on your mind?
Many things, many longings.

Think back to September, were you in a relationship?
I was and still am, I am married!! (^_^)'

Have you ever been called 'emo' 'scene' or 'goth'?
Yes, goth. In Portugal it is not difficult to be labeled as something though.

Do you care what you look like?
I do.

Could you go out in public, looking like you do now?
No way!

Is there someone who you're attracted to?
Sure! The love of my life at most and a couple visual kei musicians of course. Hizaki, Riku (*-*)

Have you had sex with more than 5 people this month?
Gosh no.

Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?
HELL NO! xD

Do you think it's disgusting for girls to drink alcohol and get drunk?
Well, I just got... So you judge xDD

Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?
I LOVE HUGS! \(^o^)/

What would you do if you found a suitcase with a million dollars in it?
Shhh! Don't tell anyone. (^x~)

Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to?
He's my husband, I love him madly. <3

Do you have curly hair?
Nah! Totally straight.

Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
No.

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
Yes I do. Everything I ever wanted I got until now.

Break someone’s heart or have your heart broken?
Yes for both unfortunatly.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
I have 5 and great plans for 3 more.

Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion?
Unsure.

Do you like to spend time with people?
A lot actually.

Are you hungry?
A bit.

Three feelings at the moment?
Love, Sadness, Happiness. Yes, all of them UNITE!

Where are you right now?
At my desk with my love.

Last movie you watched?
"Le petit Nicolas", french comedy, like one hour ago. Really good film by the way.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ella.

Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
It is secret. No, it's not porn. (x_x)

Last time you smiled?
Seconds ago.

What were you doing at 10am this morning?
Sleeping.

What were you doing an hour ago?
Doing this quiz and seeing some Danger Gang pictures with husband. Love Hiko by the way, she is sexy. (*-*)

Do you plan on moving within the next year?
Not really, I have another equally exciting plans. *Sorry Ella, it's the same*

What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months?
Find a job, fulfill our goals and ambitions.

Do you remember your dreams?
Yes

What cell phone company do you use?
TMN. It's not cheap.

What color is your hair brush?
Black and Brown. What kind of question is this? (O_o)

What is your middle name?
Dias.

Do you have your future children's names picked out?
Yes, though I don't plan to have children. Curious huh? xD I guess every woman does it!

If someone doesn't like you its probably because:
Because I am too "lovey-dovey" and bubbly perhaps.

Who was the last person in your bedroom?
Hubbie.

What are your plans for this weekend?
Meet with my friends, booze, the same thing.

Do you always wear your seatbelt in the car?
Yes. Usually on front seat, rarely on backseat, only when BaRu,, is a little drunk or sleepy xD

Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Totally closed!

Do you always smile for pictures?
I honestly don't know.

What size is your bed?
Huge so me and hubbie can sleep together and not on top of each other xDD

What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
Quills, Nightmare before Christmas, The Phantom of the Opera, Interview with the Vampire. The list goes on and on because I watch many movies.

When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
Dark, goth/punk-like clothes.

How many languages can you speak?
Portuguese and English fluently. I can understand perfectly French and study Japanese, improving every day and happy about it.
 
Afraid of heights?
Not really, but sometimes.

What do you wear to bed?
Nothing.

Do you like blue cheese?
I do not.

What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Coffee. In portuguese "Café das velhas" xDD

Can you do push ups?
No, and I don't intend to.

Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?
Red wine, Ice Tea, Milk.

When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
Fuck.

How much cash do you have on you?
Little.

What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
MORE!!

How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
None.

If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
The money, of course. Flying would not help me to pay the bills, buy something nice or travel right?

 Estarei de volta brevemente com outro post que ando a construir...

Oyasumi...